Out Of The Blue

I dunno what to WRITE. I dunno what to DO. I dunno what to SAY. I dunno to even THINK.

Can i just escape from this scary world for a moment, just for a MINUTE.

Please….

I am lost, hopeless, tired, whatever negative descriptive words you can find i will use.

I missed too many chance, too many opportunities, too much time, too much life.

I did not expect, i cannot predict, i cannot plan the unforeseen, what i can is to swallow the unanticipated like oversize rocks, rough and jagged, in-chewable, indigestible, tearing through every organ, tormenting them to pieces.

This world had leave me speech-less, Numb to the every toes and fingers i have.

I know all this shit seem out of the blue

but

To the whole wide world

Good Luck and Fuck You  _l_